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| nothing really.. just coudnt sleep.. again... for how many staight days naba toh... 3:30 na.. one hour nlang gigisingin nako.. haha anlabo nun.. but I dont know.. I seem to like it.. tag meh.. haha..
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| nothing's new in my life.. except that I've been writing more and that I have a new private blog and..
I still love her.. | | |
| just got home from phantasma.. thanx bry for letting me sleepover.. ack nawala ung big buddha beads ko na ilang taon konang suot suot.. hahaha! grabe swerte makakakuha nun.. sana wag itapon.. haha.. okay sementeryo hopping na.. =D.. hafta go (tired)
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| at home atlast..  hussle weekend..
I wanna thank the ff people..
Bryan for letting me stay or "sleep" at his house the whole weekend. also for waking up in like 3 and 4am just to let me in his house.. thanx dude.. no one has done that kind of thing for me..
Andrew for accompanying me through my long midnight walks and conversations at Timog, Q-ave and Mandaluyong.. salamat. I learned alot. thanx din for playing ball 
Raffy for inviting me to this rily cool Brent party. even if his invite was late (an hour before the party) it was worth it. MTV cribs talaga ang haws..
Mel for the extra cash and for playing ball with us.. and also for letting me stay at his haws in so late of a time..
I did alot this weekend.. but still I didnt get to watch the Gig at ateneo.. 13 needles was there.. me and raffy was supposed to watch it after nung party sa La Vista pero 2am na din eh.. and he was fetched..
ang sipag ko pala.. to sum all my sleep from this 3-day weekend.. i only had 8 hours of sleep.. 5-0-3..
Thankful ako sa lahat coz I seemed to have forgotten my problems.. | | |
| My Poetic Romance
My poetic romance, use your voice to create me a song..
make me cry from the words you speak..
make me feel that I belong..
I'm alone.. but not for long..
you're all that I see.. you're all that I know..
come to me and I'll never let go..
take my hand and you'll fulfill my dreams..
your face is the hope that I try to conquer with my heart..
goodbye is such a firm word..
and I proved it's not part of me..
tranquility of imagining moments taht should've happend..
things I should've done..
the word "regret" flashes through my eyes everytime I think of you..
my heart breaks everytime I see you,
smiling and staring eye to eye with another guy..
you don't need to sympathize..
you just need to understand..
the memories that you've forgotten,
just fuels my heart with the power to love you day by day..
there's an earthquake in my heart..
you take me to another world..
where there's only you and me..
wrap your arms around me it will surely help alot..
my soul would smile after years of sadness..
my heart would do for the first time..
So stop my world and heal me..
your my only hope for not bleeding..
a story so cold,
it freezes the heart of the lucky ones..
burn the heart of the hopeless..
I didn't mean to give you pressure..
I never would want you to suffer..
I just want things to be better..
but I'm a failure..
I can't fight the tears by my own..
though I've burnt the past years alone..
each day I feel forlorn..
open your heart wide enough for me to fit in..
still too small for me to fit in..
plus I'm handcuffed in a cell that feeds me anger and hate..
I'm the king of the world of mistakes,
torments and heartbreaks..
there was a time when I felt like quiting..
like just grabbing a knife and slitting..
then I think of you as a minute turns to an hour..
I can't live a different world without you..
atleast here I can see you..
but there's no delight in that when I can't be with you..
it hurts to sleep and wake up thinking about the same person you can never be with..
knowing that how much you try, you can never be the one she'd love..
My world is gone..
fading away like the sun in my dreams..
darkness will take over me..
just ask me a question why I should live and why I should die..
my reply would be your name..
it's a quarter past midnight and I'm still writing a poem for you..
with a mind not as mighty as the heart filled with loneliness..
I will never forget you..
My love, my heart has more holes than the drip of tears that I exempt when I think of you..
if I see you once more..
I will ask you to stay..
never leave again..
don't go away..
so when I sleep, I don't expect it to be different..
I will see you again..
a smile so dear that it melts my world..
but at the same time freezes my soul..
because I know..
that I'm in control of my dreams..
if you can only understand..
I never regretted meeting you..
It's not your fault..
If you can only understand..
I'm not love's ghost..
I'm not a sick poet..
I'm not a dead writer..
I might be the invisible man but I can still show you how much I love you..
I can fill you up with gaiety with little words I speak..
I can wipe the tears off your face with a whisper of romance..
I'll be there for you..
when I see the fears in your eyes,
I'll take the shot for you..
I'll save you.. I will..
I'll be there for you..
I will never say goodbye..
and I recall you never did as well..
please understand..
that every blood in my veins are yours..
every air that I take will be for you..
you're someone that makes forever worth it..
I'd give anything..
do anything just to have you..
for you are my reason for existence..
reason for breathing..
reason for living..
and I will never forget you..
for I placed your name in my heart and threw away the key..
for you're the only person I dreamed of loving..
and this will go on forever.. and ever..
till life after death..
for I will never let go of my bittersweet love.. | | |
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